The Not-Outcast (Special Edition) -

nCutler Ryder was everything I wasn't. n nn nHe was the hockey star. n nI was an outcast. n nHe was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. n nHis two parents loved him. n nMy mom was a junkie. n nMy dad barely knew me. n nn nYears passed.n nI got my life together.n nCut went onto NHL stardom. n nn nThen there was a text. n nI was drinking. n nThere was a party. n nCut was there... n nn nI loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him. n The only problem? He never knew I existed.